Apology

I don't know how to apologize. I don't know how to permanently fix things. I can bury them and pray that it doesn't claw its way up to the surface, but I don't know how to fix them. They will always come around and bite me in the butt. I can't do it. I can't fix everything and sometimes I need help. I don't like asking for help, especially when it is in relation to them. If I have a problem with someone I don't want to be the one to tell them, but I have to. I have to be able to explain why I am unhappy and then make it better. I don't like to tell people something that bothers me because I don't want people to change. I don't want to be the driving force behind someone feeling like they aren't good enough.

Rant.